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Depression (or: are my meds not working, or is everything dogshit rn)

Tue, 05 Apr 2022 06:33:39 GMT

... God I wrote a fucking post here about how I've felt like shit for at least the past year and a half, but I jumped off the page accidentally, and then, when I backtracked, it immediately saved over my draft with an empty one, and now I want to cry.

Sigh.

Whatever. The point is that I'm worried my Lamictal either isn't working properly, or I'm doing so badly that it's breaking through my baseline. I ended the post on a note that I felt a little better atm (bc my Vyvanse, bless it, is trying its best), which is true. I just get frustrated easily.

Also mentioned that my art improvement journey is going a lot better now than 2 months ago, but considerably worse than the entirety of 2020.

Anyway, hope y'all are doing well.

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Art Education, Notion, etc

Tue, 22 Mar 2022 20:31:28 GMT

Recently, I've begun DIYing an Artistic Foundation (tm) I've wanted to grasp for years now; in the process, I'm finally starting to understand Notion (which is a superior + free alternative to using EverNotes), and I'm even creating a syllabus for my "courses"!

I'll post more about this soon prolly, but I just wanted to share that I'm Very Excited About This!

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Sat, 19 Mar 2022 07:53:17 GMT

I'll be using this space more going forward! For now, take this as an IOU for More Posts Later (tm)

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Sat, 29 Dec 2018 12:32:10 GMT

you ever have one of those days where you feel like you're the worst writer ever?

;_;

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Sat, 22 Dec 2018 10:56:12 GMT

my least favorite thing is having the entire internet break the fuck down when i'm incredibly busy and, now, sick as a goddamn dog

help. me.

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Wed, 12 Dec 2018 12:25:26 GMT

(... if i accidentally request to join something multiple times, sorry about that. I'm still, like. Getting the hang of this. I was never an LJ person, so...)

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Wed, 12 Dec 2018 12:15:39 GMT

Alright, so I did the barest of customization for my account so it could look somewhat approachable. If I'm lucky, I'll have the spoons to actually put work into it at some point in the next day or so.

I hate the timing of this stupid purge. I don't have the energy for any of this. Ugh.

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