Depression (or: are my meds not working, or is everything dogshit rn)

[full_course_identity]

... God I wrote a fucking post here about how I've felt like shit for at least the past year and a half, but I jumped off the page accidentally, and then, when I backtracked, it immediately saved over my draft with an empty one, and now I want to cry.

Sigh.

Whatever. The point is that I'm worried my Lamictal either isn't working properly, or I'm doing so badly that it's breaking through my baseline. I ended the post on a note that I felt a little better atm (bc my Vyvanse, bless it, is trying its best), which is true. I just get frustrated easily.

Also mentioned that my art improvement journey is going a lot better now than 2 months ago, but considerably worse than the entirety of 2020.

Anyway, hope y'all are doing well.

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[hellofriendsiminthedark]

Progress is always progress, no matter how slow it goes. It sucks that you've been feeling so crappy, though!