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... God I wrote a fucking post here about how I've felt like shit for at least the past year and a half, but I jumped off the page accidentally, and then, when I backtracked, it immediately saved over my draft with an empty one, and now I want to cry.

Sigh.

Whatever. The point is that I'm worried my Lamictal either isn't working properly, or I'm doing so badly that it's breaking through my baseline. I ended the post on a note that I felt a little better atm (bc my Vyvanse, bless it, is trying its best), which is true. I just get frustrated easily.

Also mentioned that my art improvement journey is going a lot better now than 2 months ago, but considerably worse than the entirety of 2020.

Anyway, hope y'all are doing well.

 I'll be using this space more going forward! For now, take this as an IOU for More Posts Later (tm)

my least favorite thing is having the entire internet break the fuck down when i'm incredibly busy and, now, sick as a goddamn dog

help. me.

Alright, so I did the barest of customization for my account so it could look somewhat approachable. If I'm lucky, I'll have the spoons to actually put work into it at some point in the next day or so.

I hate the timing of this stupid purge. I don't have the energy for any of this. Ugh.